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    8/12/2008

    记,感(壹)

     

    故土的朝花,于异国夕拾

    ——斯之题记

     巴厘岛,梦幻一般的风景,海风的洗礼,印度教的虔诚。人类的善美,体现在那黝黑肤质的内层,慢慢喜欢上巴厘岛的和谐。记下那些内心的萌动,拍下那优美的景色……爱与天诚。收获那善良的果实,坚定那最初的认知,埋下那未来的信矢。

    ——昱之题记 

    叹途

     为何而喜欢我?/ 只因你纯色的双眼。/如果有一天我移情别恋,你该怎么办?/ 你不会,即便如此,我会等你,等到人老珠黄。我相信。

    即使如此,却依然斩钉截铁要分开。此行此悟,伴随其路。说过的点滴用心铭记,如同演映的话剧,在心中留下的只是那些碎钻般的记忆。

    ——望空所怜 

    何朝夕日望天憾,淡云蔚穹惜霞叹。

    ——《叹途》题记

    飞机引擎的轰鸣,消沉而又跳荡。与斯的谈话颇为朴实亦简单……孤单的永远是自己,片刻的小聚只是泛泛人生中那些珍珠的串联。放开那本就不该属于我的一切,享受那寂寥所带来的幽静,气宇轩昂的是那滔滔而络绎不绝的内在,面色坦荡,却又夹杂着几分忧愁的眉眼。有些不舍,又有些安慰。寥寥几人才能成为知己?罢也……感情的锤炼又夹杂的几分的温馨,我和她又有些什么,相聚本早已是意气用事,僵持更是一种藕断丝连。漠然和淡然的惆怅,相应交织,审视自己的脚步,诧异间发觉,自己由始至终就是一个人,过着简单且空虚的生活。自认为恋爱后的我可以告别孤单,但又如何?喜欢一个的精彩,闲情逸致的看着七堇年的书,偶而地打几个小盹儿。恋上这种生活其实就是这样简简单单。Ipod的歌声游荡耳边,电脑的屏幕闪着悠悠浅蓝,祖玛的继续如同那老铁树一般永不放弃,生活嘛,开心便是……

    朝日 

    天朝混沌弹指间,百合伫倚不惑前

    ——《朝日》题记

    清晨,舞动的海水,湿漉漉的树叶,躺在那貌似日式的榻榻米上,仰望着墨色中透出的淡蓝,黑色始终在那浮云之中游荡,各种色素的蓝相继涌现在那黑色的天穹。无尽的等待,就为那泛赤的节点而酝酿。从未觉得有如此漫长的五分钟,眼皮已魂魂荡荡的下坠……努力争开那惺忪的双眼,亦蹂躏。霎时间,朝霞孕育而射,哑口无言?不,是惊叹而栗,睡意退却,雾色消散,即使在模糊的双眸之下,世界被光变的澄亮剔透……是否爱还留在心中,早已心知肚明。仁者见仁,智者见智,但此时的我早已决定快刀斩乱麻。有愧疚,却决定“随心所欲”。渐次明了的是自己已有所改变,早已不是那个“吴下阿蒙”,在讲台上的羞涩内敛早已不复存在,愈发变得侃侃而自负。豁然终于明白,我的改变随着社会的变迁而延续,谄谀这词在我脑海中的频率不断拔节,谄笑的表情时时代替着倦恶的本心,内里被唤出肆拾岁归居海墅的意念……园内种满百合和莲花,在海边吹吹那熟悉且夹带着百合的海风,每天与夕阳同眠,与晨曦同醒。似百合,内心的奔放与外表的内敛和谐存在,酒的热烈咖啡的温淳在我的lily中并肩而立,喻意lily一般内在的狂热,举止的低调……

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    Nancy Jwrote:
    好久不见...发现gerry的文采还是不错滴...
    Aug. 26
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